I could of followed David (an old Poem about yesterday in London)

Note;  This is from one of my Chapbooks, The Unapoet

Thanks to Suzan Jivan for having me read last night

This is my thoughts on the event in London, feedback welcomed.

 

I Could of followed David; A Meditation

For David Koresh and Lamont B. Steptoe)

 

I could of followed David

if he had been in my vision

at certain razored times in my life

 

after I left college

before the healing began

(which still goes on)

I wanted an easy belief

 

after the sixties went

and I had dropped dropping acid

David could of had me

 

after Jannelle died

and I woke up to  a corpse in bed

having gone to sleep with a woman

special above words, photo, songs……

 

Damned if  I would of known any real thing

about revelations

            exhaltations

             inspirations       

             but I would of known to follow

could  of lost my personal history

in a flash of false Godness or Godessness

would of had little to give up

would not of noticed the tiny amputations o

personal

feelings

 

Only that I find it hard to follow

anyone not marked myself

and will not dance to other’s dreams

and am not loyally blind

or                 blindly loyal

to those who would be royal

only that saves me from a 

love

too 

strong

I could of followed Lamont

 

Bob Small  11-21-95 from 6-6-93 read at Reading on May 22nd, 2013  

 

About bobsmall1

Bob Small has read at Bacchanal, Barnes and Noble, Borders, The Booksource (Swarthmore), The Clark Park Festivals,Community College of Philadelphia Highwire Gallery, The Mad Poets Annual Food Fest Reading, The Middle East Restaurant, Nexus GalleryThe Painted Bride Arts Center, The Philadelphia Ethical Society, Robin's Bookstore The University of Pennsylvania and also in New York City, Trenton, NJ, Washington, DC, and in many Delaware Valley Venues. He is the author of numerous chapbooks, including El Otro Lado (with Maralyn Lois Polak), On watching America Die, Small Steps and Toes (with Lamont B. Steptoe), and The Unapoet. This is his first Reading in over a year. Bob Small was Founder and President of the two decades old Poets and Prophets, which presented Poetry Readings in both Delaware County and Philadelphia. Bob was the Chair of The Delaware County Green Party and was the First Green Party Candidate in Delaware County (2005). He was also a Green Party National Delegate, among other duties. He is the Founder and Facilitator of The Pennsylvania Ballot Access Coalition (PaBac), which is a Coalition of both Independents and Third Parties., seeking to legislatively improve Pennsylvania's Ballot Access Laws. (Facebook) Bob is also a founding member and Facilitator of Democracy Unplugged, and Delco Debates, which has presented Independent and Third Party Forums in Delaware County since 2004. Facebook) He was formerly involved with Cinema Resistance, and Delco Pledge of Resistance. Bob currently lives in Swarthmore with his wife and their menagerie of animals. He is currently focused on writing a Novel and organizing his Poetry, which he posts on his Blog (Bob Small1). He is retired from most of the above activities, except Delco Debates and Poets and Prophets, which he may return to.
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